I Am Still Here!

It has been a little while since my last entry.  So much has happened since then.  Almost one year ago I started this journal.  I started it in a time of great upheaval in my life.  I had just left my husband and my heart and my head were in complete turmoil.  That was a year ago.  It has been a year of soul searching and growth and pain.  But it is finally over now.  I am awaiting the judge's signature on the final divorce papers - something my lawyer expects to be completed in a week or so.  It occurs to me that it is appropriate that this all takes place in spring.  Like the Earth waking up after a long winter of sleep, I feel as if I am emerging back into the world of sunlight and warmth.  Life is good, and it will only get better.  I see that now.  There were times in this past year that I doubted that, but I have no more of those doubts now.  I am looking forward to life and whatever is out there waiting for me to experience!  I am thankful that I had my knitting to concentrate on this past year.  It has always helped me to get over the difficult times in my life, as well as the happy times.  To celebrate this new stage in my life, I have knit a little skinny scarf out of black eyelash and Berroco Laser FX.  I call it my Bling Bling scarf.  I will take a pic of it and post it in this entry a little later on today.